Midterms have driven me crazy. Though the doctors like to tell me that. I had to my analysis the other day. The doc informed me that I still have OCD, BPD and ADHD. Thanks...? I'm pretty damn sure they just like to classify people with random shit.

Either way, life is fun. I'm ready for break. Except my mom recently decided to bully me from like 2000 miles away. JESUS H LEAVE ME ALONE! Yeah whatev.

I so had an amazing trip last night. We did TCI, or something like that, acid and X all mixed in over the period of like 3 hours. Plus we smoked god knows how many bowls before that.  I was rolling from like 8pm saturday-um like 5 this afternoon.  Though we all were all mostly passed out from 10-5 and would wake up for like 5minutes randomly. 

Yeah, it was slightly insane. I've never tripped so hard. Like most druggage happens maybe once every few months, except like drinking because I work in a bar so yeah. I've come to realize I have some amazing friends though because they are just so intense and it was just amazing. It was just...crazy. Except...my phone broke. GAH. Yeah that thing wont turn on and I might die. It's sad, so I'm going to get a new one tomorrow.

Schools been going okay, it's sort of meh, I'm sort of sick of it already.

I'm terribly bored. Today went so slow, it didn't seem like we did much at all. Makes it worse because I didn't sleep much last night since I was working until nearly 3, private football kickoff party. It was pretty interesting.
Anyway the Rebels vs Badger game took place on Saturday. We lost! but I was still there cheering! I know a few of the guys on the badger team since I lived close to UW-Madison last year and such so it was pretty neat I guess. Ah well, we nearly won..sort of, haha. Meh, basketball season will be better.

Anyways, so school, cheering, work all seem to be taking up all of my time. I think I'll take Friday or Saturday night off and hit up the parties and such. That'd be fun.

I've just been so...drawn out lately and out of focus. I way need to get off the meds again, I have the OCD and ADD pills and now I might need something for the insomnia/restlessness according to my dance instructor. Bah you medical things. Bah! However, I can't cheer/dance if I don't follow their rules. Screw you government.

Tomorrows 9/11, back in HS in NY we spent the entire day in assemblies it was awful. I think I'll count how many times someone mentions it, sort of like how we counted scene kids that one day. Yeah, 43 from 8am to about 3pm, most of which was in classes so it wasn't like we could walk around and try to find more all the time..

So I've been busy with school/work/cheer the last week or so. It's not so bad. It's sort of boring though. I've been flying top flier. Scary stuff! I loooove layout baskets though. Dance classes are a lot fun but are sort of tiring once I get used to the schedule it'll be better. I don't know I'm bored. I can't wait for the weekend to get here.

Interesting couple of days I've been having. I managed to get out of Ballet Adv. Tech. the other day early because a girl fainted during barre work and ended up cracking her head open. It was nasty. However, most dancers have seen this before and I couldn't tell you how many times I've seen someone pass out or fall and bleed from gymnastics/dance/cheer all together.
So I managed to eat decent lunch not a sandwich crammed in my mouth between classes. Chor. is going really well so far the teacher seems like a lot of fun. He said that our semester exam is we had to make up a dance to any song that we wanted and as long as it was fitting to the mood we could do whatever style we want. It's cool because I have like dancers who are street/hip hop or ballroom and then the classic ballet/pointe and things like that along with other weird mixers like me that drabble. I'm really excited for it. Ballet IV followed by pointe were intense. I've taken my fair share of pointe classes and usually you don't stay en pointe for nearly the entire class, especially the first day. It was nuts. There's a few guys in the class too, I looove when guys do pointe, it's so pretty.

Right, earlier before that Elec. seemed alright, not too exciting though it was mostly techno or such sort of music that was a lot of fun to learn about and how to use and make it. Sex, Dance and Ent. seems really cool too. It's about the uses of it and the underlying themes and blah but it's cool. A lot of non dancers take it and since I got there just in time the professor asked how many of us were dancers by major and it was myself and about 10 other kids. He asked me if I could do a few basic moves since I was closest to the front, 1-5 of ballet and things like that and then asked if any of them could be considered sexual. It was weird....

Other than that, Tap, Hiphop and French were alright nothing exciting happend either day really. Right Tues/Thurs stuff makes me really happy since Calc is love. I didn't really care much about jazz or ethics or history.  Crit. wasn't so bad though. Today seemed to go on forever though since I had classes after, Law and News and Writing neither seemd to great. I don't mind the law one though and I won't mind the actual writing bit for the other class.

Tomorrow will be interesting.